It's been so long sense I updated here and so much has happened. I'm not sure where to start.
It's almost been a year sense I started my career in nursing and I wouldnt trade it for the world. Although sometimes I'd like to pull my hair out with the stress on those really bad days. We all have those though, wherever we are and whatever we do. Why should I think that I'm immune? lol I like the days when I can put a smile on someones face, and know my patients well enough to know what they need before they ask. I like it when I can pick up on something that's different going on and possibly save a life. I like finishing my day and feeling like I've blessed someone just a little who is in a hard spot right now.
Last november my husband and I reunited with my dad. After almost a year and a half of not speaking, we sat down to a thanksgiving dinner. I wont say it's been easy. It hasnt. It's a process and I'm learning to grow through it. It's not something that could change over night, it's slow and we're taking baby steps. Baby steps are better than no steps at all. It's been all the Lord though. I couldnt have gotten through any of it without his guidence his grace and peace. A lot of hurt thats been forgiven, and lot of anger that has desolved. I'm thankful.
I'll attempt to post on here more often. It really should be more than once a year. lol Anyway I have things to do.
Be Blessed!
Ash
