Waiting....and Waiting.,..... oh and did I say I'm Waiting?

This WAITING is killing me! I have another 24 hours to wait until I get the results of my NCLEX. BLAH. lol THey that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. They shall mount up like wings as eagles! They shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. Teach me Lord, teach me Lord to wait! Have I told you Lord lately that I'm an impatient human and want my results RIGHT NOW! lol I guess I should take my piece of humble pie and go eat. In my case it may take a lot of pie. Tootles, Ashley

A serious case of nerves

Tomorrow is the big day. I was doing OK this morning but I started studying this afternoon and my stomach is in knots. I dont like this anxiety thing. I'm thinking about going for a drive. Tootles, Ashley

NCLEX

I think if I see another NCLEX question today, I just might throw the computer out the window. lol I think I'm losing it. Monday. I'll just keep reapartin it in my head until it's here. Tootles, Ash

Look what the Lord has done:

There's a song we sing in church. It's called : Look what the Lord has done- The lyrics are something like this.

Look what the Lord has done, Look what the Lord has done. He healed my body, He touched my mind. He saved me just in time, I'm going to praise His name. Each day He's just the same. Come on and praise Him. Look what the Lord has done!

Then sometimes we put it in present tense "Look what the Lords gonna do..." I believe this may become my mantra. This year has been filled with such trauma and turmoil, but I will praise the Lord for what he has done and what He will do. He's carried me through my schooling in one of the hardest years of my life with almost streight A's I might add. Our financial state was not hindered while I wasnt working. He's taught me so many things through this trial with the relationship with my dad and the seperation of my parents.

I know it's ok to speak up for myself.

I know that I'm worthy of love and fellowship, and that I have something to offer to people.

I've learned that my will is not always the Lord's will. That's been one of th big ones. I thought if I prayed hard enough that what I wanted to happen would. My parents didnt get back together, but my mom found peace and joy. I did too. Peace, love, joy, a sound mind. Those are the fruits of the spirit. By their fruits we shall know them. That is what the Word says.

I know what He's going to do too: He's going to restore peace to my family. He's going to heal everything that is broken in this heart of mine. He's going see me through everything that I need to go through and He's going to use each situation to bring about His glory and His will. That is what He is going to do. I pray for my family always. Please if you read this please pray too.

ANYWAY- STATE BOARD EXAM for my LPN is on Monday for me. It starts at10:15. I just may be a liscenced nurse this time next week:) Tootles, Ashley